It has been a long time since I have updated this blog. Had been really busy ever since I enlisted in army. The first two weeks were horrible because the schedule was so packed that I practically had no time for own stuff. I am so glad that things are slower now since all the basic stuffs are settled. Went on to my first bookout, met some friends for lunch and stock up army items to prepare for fieldcamp. Time just went by and fieldcamp just ended not too long ago. I thought that the BMT school was bad but fieldcamp made me cherish it more. Basically army just made me cherish everything more, no matter how simple they are, like drinking water. I'm only halfway through BMT but I feel that I have grown stronger mentally and physically, mainly due to the things that we go through. I have seen many guys cry during the training, mainly because they miss the comfort of their home and their loved ones. Seriously cannot wait to graduate from this place. It has made me lost many things which I fear I cannot gain back in the future.
Went back to school yesterday to collect my results. Did not do well, could say that I flunked it. Well I kind of expected it since last year so I was not really affected by it. I cannot go anywhere so I need to really think about my next move. Basically either retake or go to a private university. However army is interfering with this and I probably cannot afford to study in a good private university. Shall think through it more. Now that I have read through the courses, I seriously am only attracted to business course but it is way beyond my reach. The other degrees offered are seriously boring. Okay I am only judging them by their names.
Finally, I am going to try my best to not lose certain things.
