Fate

I suddenly thought about fate.
One question that I like to ask people is, “Do you believe in fate?”
Most of the replies would be a yes.
Do I believe in fate? I often say yes but deep down I wonder if it is more of a coincidence than fate. At this stage, it is too early to tell if there is fate.
Give me 5 years and I will tell you about my answer.

Girls and smokers

There is a common relation between girls and smokers. According to my friend’s theory, when girls say something, the general rule is to take the opposite meaning of it. This is true for ALL cases.
For example,
Situation 1: You ask a girl if she likes you. The girl says no.
Real situation: The girl likes you.
Situation 2: You hear your girlfriend’s stomach growling. You ask if she is hungry. She says yes.
Real situation: She isn’t hungry at all. You probably heard a dog growling.
This trend has been observed with smokers. When they light their first stick, they say that they will not get hooked on it. When you meet them a week later, they have evolved into chain smokers. The main point is, stop them before their first stick. If they say they are not addicted, they are.
And don’t ever try to understand girls, you can’t. ( quoted from Mr. Herd)

Two kinds of happy people

I’m not exactly sure but I feel that there are two kinds of happy people.
The first is the kind who looks happy on the surface. It is almost impossible to tell but deep down he has alot of unhappiness. It depends on who he is with that he will show his happiness.
The second is the kind who is genuinely happy. They do not have to make any effort and it is observable 24/7.
This is done based on information and observations about some happy people I’ve encountered. So it is not very complete. Plus I not feeling happy that I have 40+ days to A levels so no mood to analyse too deeply.

Attitude

I think there is a serious problem with my attitude. Most probably it is caused by the school. Firstly, I’m quite used to failing tests because I don’t give a shit about them. Tests are for annoying you. When it comes to major exam I would panic and study a little bit harder. However, since the start of JC, I have been failing quite badly and yet I have no motivation to study even for major exams.
Just this morning, I had paper 2 for math. When I saw the paper, I did not feel like doing. Plus it was tough to even attempt to think of a solution. So I just wrote some solutions which I know had more probability of being wrong. Yet I don’t give a shit. Is it me or is this  happening to everyone? Apparently I was the only one in the hall who was relaxing throughout. Life sucks.
I should just live the next 200 years of my life on some beach where my attitude will help me to shine.

Life after death

It seems like a weird timing to post this now but I’m bored from ATTEMPTING to study for the Mathematics paper tomorrow. So when I saw my fats I decided I would plan about what I would do after A levels.
Firstly, I would go exercise everyday. Play basketball with class, go Ngee Ann and crash their volleyball training, swim and go gym. So even if I cannot grow taller, I can have tight solid abs. Yeah TTK, I swear I will be 10x more goodlooking than now.
Next, I would go and find a job. I want to earn enough money for me to buy stuff that I have always wanted.
And finally, maybe I should mug abit, just in case the worst thing happens to me. Then I would be able to have a headstart.

Random

I was thinking back on my life and I realised I really hate people controlling me.

It has been a long time since I have posted something.
Alright, time for an update.
The J2s have officially graduated. I feel kind of sad for some reason. At the same time, I feel like a wuss for not doing anything. Afterall, its the last day, will never see them again. Life sucks. Maybe this was how xxx felt all along, finally understood that kind of feeling.

Anyway, I kind of miss my long hair....................