Ns

At first, I was dreading Ns, but now I think I will be better off being inside Ns. At least it is a world which I can predict to a certain extent. And I won't have any stress due to stuffs.

Fate

I am being very honest here.
I think that fate is a bitch and I am her latest favourite target to play with.

Lessons from this holiday Pt 1

This holiday, I have learnt many valuable lessons. So here goes,

1. Number one on the hit list, "Enlistment" is a taboo word for employers. Okay maybe only in my case, because I only have freaking a month left on Earth.
2. Always set aside enough money for your holiday, especially if there is a special event like prom, effing expensive.
3. There will always be jobs for you even if you can only work for a day. I know I can go apply, but I have several requirements for a job that suits me.
4.  Long holiday is boring without the two things that men often worry about.
5. Ns is a major disruption to your life.
6. It is super tough to grow long hair which looks nice.**

Reflection

Another lonely chilly night in my room, perfect mood to reflect.
Okay I have slightly exaggerated it, but I am in a mood to reflect.
For some unknown reason, this post by my friend kept surfacing in my mind. She roughly said that humans are too greedy. When we get the things we want, we start to expect more of them. I guess I am guilty of this too. I can claim to want only this, but deep inside my heart I want more. So a new resolution to be less greedy?
On a separate issue that just randomly popped into my mind, I am sorry to let anyone down, knowingly or unknowingly. From many notes in the past, I realized that some people envy me and wish to be like me. The truth is I am not perfect. I am only a human with my own dislikes, my own fears and insecurities.

Resolution

I have finally come up with a set of new year resolution.
The resolutions are, not in order of priority (* indicates higher importance)

• Get into an army vocation that pays me near a thousand dollars* ( I could really use the cash )
• Be a stronger person***
• Learn how to play the guitar**
• Try to keep in contact with friends*
• Keep a nice hair that is suitable for army yet looks cool***
• Study hard (should I flunk my examinations)*
• Get tanned***
• Get my six-pack***
• Look hotter and more mature (oh and of course be more mature)***
• Not losing sight of my dream****
• Make good friends in the army*

That is roughly about it. By December, I will come back to review this resolution.

Eve of new year

On the eve of new year, I went out to my friend's house for a steamboat dinner with part of my class. Played guitar hero and also with her dog. I think I can be a dog trainer as a part-time job, my hidden talent. In the meantime I also fretted over where to go later on. Quite funny.
After putting on the contacts which were killing my eyes at that time, I went off early.
I am glad that we spent the last day of the year together. Quite enjoyable just sitting there and talk. And the Indian dude was super funny. Will not be our last time doing this.
I have yet to thought of my new year resolution, but I have a rough idea of them. You should also write one too, would be quite fun to see.

Ami's Birthday

On Wednesday, went out to celebrate Ami's 19th birthday. Was supposed to go barrage, but hunk had different plans so we went ahead with it. The nice thing about going out with them is that they know I will definitely be late and so they will also be late. So hunk waited an hour for me, and we both waited two hours for our Maknae. Went to watch Fockers, had quite a bit of fun disturbing our Maknae there. Then went for dinner at Marina Square, where we took very long to decide on a place to eat due to Maknae's special request. Gave him a tool to battle his demon, hope it will be used wisely. Then we cam-whore with Maknae's lousy camera, disappointing. End of story.